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Round

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I was just enjoying some of my round body parts today. It started with my belly. Often I've looked a it with disdain. But I really enjoyed the curving roundness today. It looks touchable. Then I added my other roundest parts just for fun.

Pleasure and Parents?

It's always interesting to learn a little about yourself, evolve some, and then go spend time with your parents. I spent the last two days with my parents - specifically mother and step-father (with whom I grew up). Mostly I noticed things about myself that I got from them. One, from my perspective, the pleasure my parents experience is stark. Definitely that's more true for Tim (the step-dad). My mom seems to surround herself with things that bring her happiness, even though aesthetically they're not very cohesive (to me). But Tim goes for function before else, and maybe only. Me feeling comfortable surrounding myself with things I think are beautiful, or even developing a sense of style have been years of work. I learned that I learned to avoid crowds, but really just avoid people, from them. I recognized I'm not comfortable settling in my body around them. Part of that is because I know they're not comfortable with my body. Add my own discomfort with my...